Kathy Mak
Biography
Kathy Mak occasionally writes and draws. She is the author of chapbook Another Day (845 Press, 2020). Her poetry and creative nonfiction have appeared/are forthcoming in The/tƐmz/Review, Marías at Sampaguitas, Kissing Dynamite, This Magazine, Understorey Magazine, Canthius, The Malahat Review, and The Fiddlehead. She creates to capture fleeting moments of life and to reflect on her experiences. Visit her website: http://kathymak.weebly.com/
Poetics Statement
“One summer I took classes at the university. I liked the smell of freshly cut grass mingling in the summer wind. The wonderous spots on the mountain where you can glimpse a sunset or the city at night. But most of all, I liked the solitude. It was that summer that I discovered the trove on the sixth floor of the library. From the stairs off to the east wall, were shelves and shelves of literary journals. Thick hardcover bindings in forest green, red, or blue, held issues dated decades ago. Recent issues sat on metal shelves facing the opening. Every page harboured a different story, a different promise. It was within this space that I felt the most homely. The aroma of new and old, past and present, filled me in ways that I can’t articulate, but this was where I held poetry.
When I write, poetry allows me to explore, capture, and make sense of my experiences and the things around me. In my chapbook Another Day, I write about family, culture, identity as a way to trace my cultural roots through diaspora, and to remember those who came before me. These themes are still largely prevalent in my work while I continue to experiment with form and flow, and the possibilities of poetry as it breathes into other mediums I work in. ”
Sample of Poet's Work
九月十五
On the night of mid-autumn,
father hauls his bright red telescope
to the balcony. The wind whistles past
as we stand under heavy winter jackets,
waiting to glimpse beyond 49th avenue.
My toes snug against the metal legs,
I lean in until the rim of my eye
sinks into the cool cold glass,
skin beneath fire.
The ancient poet Li Bai once 
reminisced for his family 
under this very hour
        床前明月光 
             疑是地上霜
                  舉頭望明月 
                       低頭思故鄉
                       it’s poetry 
stirring beneath 
the glowing 
dark
Previously published in Another Day (845 Press, 2020)
you swallow the moon whole
you swallow the moon whole
for every year I’m away             
in broad daylight blue shadows ricochet 
off the planes of your face   
along your left cheek to the hollow of 
your throat  the mosquito bite
buried pores and jagged grey crevices    
loom into existence 
                                           Popo    time slips by 
unnoticed until we’re faced with it   the air between 
parts in cadences neither of us can cover    
there was a time when I sat on your bed
let the calloused edge of your fingernail trace over 
the lines on my palm    marriage   wealth   life
etched onto dry land  you tell me hands are a
map of destiny unraveling as we speak
to 把握 is to grasp time into the heart of your hand
and pull it close to home  until the measure of two breaths 
wanes into one  
                                           when I close 
my eyes  I feel the soft ragged dents of
your fingers  you used to knob a fist behind your back   
the jade bangle translucent against your weathered
wrist  how the lot of my fingers become
curled into the heart of your hand  falling in step
with every jolt   
                                           Popo     the past
hold a slice of who we are but nothing truly 
stays   words spill out of your mouth in gray 
and I don’t know whether to believe  you sit 
behind the shadows taking one sip  two sips  three sips    
out of the reedy spoon  the thin lapse of your lips 
shriveled tight  you think the remedy of oatmeal 
can guise the pills to swallow but memory 
always holds
                                           light rays fall 
on your edges as you continue to nibble away 
the screen  a receding mirror stills 
as we hang in silence   your eyes shuttered 
into an endless fathom   
already out of 
reach
Previously published in Prairie Fire (2021)
 
                        